I forgot to post something for today, cause yesterdays post was quite alarming. please, know that i am ok now. i am better than ok! I am in such a state of bliss that i cant even describe. I just had a phone call with a friend of mine, and he was having some tough times, and my advice for him, given my situation was to have faith that blue skys are coming. Cause i know when you truck through shit, that it is next to near impossible to see a possitive outcome. If you have been reading my blog you will see my trucking through my shit, in my most previous blog to this. I am going to say this, and i firmly believe in it, but if someone ever tells you that blue skys are coming, THEY WILL COME. Its fucking heavy, when i saw those blue skys, i dont think i have felt better in my hole life.
i should be posting this in my other blog. but i will just finish up with the low down with jermayne.
This is not to be laughed at, because this is serious stuff.
I came home tonight and she was on the phone. she was frothing at the bit to talk to someone, and i was the first person she had the opportunity to talk to. It turns out that she is very sick, she was coghing up blood the other day. Jermayne is a wonderful individual, and has had a hard life. she has enlightend me, maybe not in the most constructive, or pleasant manner, i am very greatful for that. She has her problems, and she has to deal with them, she thinks that she needs to take 2 weeks off from everyting, her boyfriend, her legal issues, her whatever. she thought that she might have cancer, but i think with her that is a buzz word for attention. i dont doubt that she is sick, she is coughing up blood for crying out loud.
But i just want to let you folks out there in the world that i am ok!
i hope this blog is not cold and heartless. i dont believe that jermayne deserves this, i am not happy that this is happening to her, but i think she needs help, and i hope that this will be a starting point to realizing that, or taking action.
I wish her all the best.
its funny how two people come together and learn so much from their experiences with one another. weither it be in a possitive environment or not. I think it is kind of neat, surreal if you will.
i should be posting this in my other blog. but i will just finish up with the low down with jermayne.
This is not to be laughed at, because this is serious stuff.
I came home tonight and she was on the phone. she was frothing at the bit to talk to someone, and i was the first person she had the opportunity to talk to. It turns out that she is very sick, she was coghing up blood the other day. Jermayne is a wonderful individual, and has had a hard life. she has enlightend me, maybe not in the most constructive, or pleasant manner, i am very greatful for that. She has her problems, and she has to deal with them, she thinks that she needs to take 2 weeks off from everyting, her boyfriend, her legal issues, her whatever. she thought that she might have cancer, but i think with her that is a buzz word for attention. i dont doubt that she is sick, she is coughing up blood for crying out loud.
But i just want to let you folks out there in the world that i am ok!
i hope this blog is not cold and heartless. i dont believe that jermayne deserves this, i am not happy that this is happening to her, but i think she needs help, and i hope that this will be a starting point to realizing that, or taking action.
I wish her all the best.
its funny how two people come together and learn so much from their experiences with one another. weither it be in a possitive environment or not. I think it is kind of neat, surreal if you will.
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